Sunday, April 13, 2008

the second to last sunday

so today was a pretty busy sunday. it was the last sunday that i have to play piano, probably until i come back out here in the fall, but i think that i'm going to keep playing, because i like it. it was the last sunday that i got to sing in the ward choir, although i hate our ward choir, it would be so much cooler if we actually sang arrangments of hymns instead of the hymns.
i got visiting taught today, and it was pretty awesome because all of my visiting teachers are so happy. they are really helpful, and they gave me cookies. yeah, i have been trying to take a nap since five, but everyone just keeps coming over, so no nap time. suck!
before i went to sleep last night i think that i came to terms with the whole roommate and best friend thing. i think being a friend is the best place to be right now, and even though it really blows, and i don't understand why he didn't pick me, i think that i can be cool with that. i've decided to make the most of what i got, and right now that is nothing, but i can write that with a smile on my face now, instead of the sadness that was there the day before.
we had a roommate picture day because we were all wearing green. it was pretty much amazing. the only problem is that i totally look so tired in all of the pictures, like a person that needs more sleep but isn't going to get any. oh well.
so this week i have to admit is looking kind of crappy. i have three quizzes due, and four papers due, and a spanish oral exam all before wednesday. other than that, on wednesday i'm going to go to lunch with this guy who i've only talked to twice, but he seems like a nice enough person but i guess we'll see how this rolls. and of course i think that i have a final saturday morning from 7 to 10 which really isn't cool at all, but i guess that i'll take what i can get. i think that i'm going to find time to take the spanish written final sometime this week, plus i think that i'm going to read all of the d and c. speed reading is pretty much amazing.
until later my friends, hasta luego.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

part one: the drama before going home

so i have to admit that the last few days have been pretty busy. i spent most of last week writing three papers and i finally had the opportunity to turn them all in by friday. it was a pretty busy week needless to say.
this week there are four papers that i have to write. one is due on monday, the rest are due on tuesday. the only good news about this week is that i don't have spanish class anymore, but the bad news is that i have the spanish oral exam this tuesday at 7:15 in the evening. it really blows.
it is odd to think that by this time next week my parents and my little brother will be on their way out here to get me. then we shall go home, and i shall slave away all summer long. . . doing what though, that is the real question. here are some reasons why i should go home
reason number a: i seem to have this thing for a guy i used to date, the only problem is that he's dating my roommate. yeah, i still don't know what i'm going to do about it, but one of the funniest quotes i've heard about how a person feels about this situation is that the deepest circle of hell is reserved for betrayers, and mutineers. i don't approve of the relationship because i don't think that they took everyone's feelings into account. i don't think that they thought about how their relationship would change the dynamics of our apartment, and his apartment, but oh well.
reason number b: it is time for me to go home, to not have to pay rent, and to see my family again. they are really great people, my family, and i'm rather attached to them. i'm not saying that some people aren't as good as family, i'm just saying that i miss my family.
reason number c: . . . uh, yeah i can only think of two reasons as to why i should go home. i can't change my mind though, and i know that i should go, but why? what am i supposed to do or learn?
so i feel as though there is this other guy in my life, who is in need of a fallback. . . and i think that he keeps coming over here because he can't get the girl that he likes, so he tries for the next best thing. . . and i keep turning him down. yeah, i'm not down with that, i shouldn't be the person that other people settle for, i should be the one that they like, and not the one that they always think that they have.
well, mi amigos, i have church tomorrow at a very early hour, and my head hurts from lack of sleep, but i will keep you posted, and i shall try to post everyday, even when i have to write four papers and take two quizzes for my classes. peace out!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

welcome to the wonderful world of prime!

this is the beginning of the iowan chronicles. i have two weeks left out here in utah, and then we shall all get to live the adventure of the summer in iowa. be ready for adventure.